[They should have backed her no matter what. Ephemera shakes his head, pressing his gauntlet hard against his good eye. He wants to sit down suddenly. Which is stupid, it's fucked up, isn't right. None of this is going like he wanted it to. Connie should have lived, CT and the others should have made it out. Freelancer should have paid, should have burned like the officers--
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[They should have backed her no matter what. Ephemera shakes his head, pressing his gauntlet hard against his good eye. He wants to sit down suddenly. Which is stupid, it's fucked up, isn't right. None of this is going like he wanted it to. Connie should have lived, CT and the others should have made it out. Freelancer should have paid, should have burned like the officers--
The world goes fuzzy for a moment.
Ephemera blinks. He's on his knees. Shaking.
That happened. Okay.]