[Yeah, this was a mistake. A big one. Ephemera shakes his head. He was trying to right this one small thing, because it was a start. It was simple and it was supposed to be easy, except that Ephemera is fairly certain he's just made things worse.
He shouldn't have said that about Washington. Should've forgotten he'd read the damn file in the first place.]
Keep it. Trade it, throw it out, do whatever you want.
[He doesn't want to come any closer or risk their hands touching if he takes it back. It's stupid and irrational and Ephemera knows it, but sometimes he gets twitchy and can't stand the thought of letting anyone close enough to pull a knife on him. Not when he's out of armor.
He tried to apologize. It didn't work, so he'll go away. There's still a chance that could be simple.]
I love him tbh
What are you talking about?
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Ephemera bares his teeth. He's being cruel and he knows it, but he wants to wipe that smugness off her face.]
I did a lot of shit. But I never murdered my teammates. You ask him. You fucking ask him why she's dead.
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Why the fuck would I believe you? You're probably trying to spin it so you can scare me off.
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[Ephemera tips his head to the side. He's tensed up, good eye narrowed tight. This wasn't how he'd planned this.]
Better yet, ask him about Connie. I heard they were friends. But we buried her.
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Stop. Breathe. Control yourself, soldier.
Pathetic, Ephemera thinks. He can’t even get this right.
He twitches, shifting his weight uneasily.]
No. It doesn’t.
[Don’t make it worse.]
I shouldn’t have said that.
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Now you're backtracking?
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[This was a mistake. Ephemera steps back before he can say something else - anything else - and make it worse.]
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[That actually stops him. Ephemera stares at her.]
I don't want anything from you.
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[Honesty is a thing he's trying now.]
I don't want anything from you, Kyna.
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He shouldn't have said that about Washington. Should've forgotten he'd read the damn file in the first place.]
Both?
[Yeah. That. Ephemera backs up another step.]
You won't see me again.
[He'll avoid her. He'll be careful about it.]
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[She offers the wine back.]
Don't worry. I'm not gonna fuck with you, either.
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Keep it. Trade it, throw it out, do whatever you want.
[He doesn't want to come any closer or risk their hands touching if he takes it back. It's stupid and irrational and Ephemera knows it, but sometimes he gets twitchy and can't stand the thought of letting anyone close enough to pull a knife on him. Not when he's out of armor.
He tried to apologize. It didn't work, so he'll go away. There's still a chance that could be simple.]
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