ok real talk its gonna be hard af. but itll balance out. itll be a better gig than what we were doing. and maybe kairos will nut the fuck up if its best team peaces out bc it sucks. it wont change anything but im high on life rn so im gonna choose to dream big. ofc this is assuming jt would be in. which btw can we rq acknowledge how hilarious it is that me and u landed bfs meanwhile jts the hot charming one and his dry spell is goin strong. how the fuck?
[She almost sends back a predictable "he's not my bf" text, but then decides not to bother. Her best friends are assholes and she can't fight it. Instead, she decides to get offended about something else.]
[Luckily, he's in a good mood and won't call her out on this blatant avoidance of a simple question.]
i cant focus on shit rn. im too hyped up. like have u been tracking this convo? weve covered like five diff topics. at length. but if u want to gush abt w.e u got goin on then theres ur opening. have at it.
i dont not like him. like i dont think hes a dick or anything. idk that ill ever be pals w. him but he seems like he means well. he does read as too alpha male to me tho. thats my problem. but w.e. u like him so have at it. if i really hated him or smthn id have told u.
like he tries too hard to be macho. i dont have hard evidence other than him insisting on handling things after that shit w. ephemera. its just a vibe i got.
so uve said. and i get it. its their business. and urs. its not my place and shit. if u think hes cool then cool. that works for me. its not like i have a leg to stand on when it comes to judgin taste in partners anyway. michael is an exception. hes the best. unless it turns out that he sucks in which case live and learn. eventually. but that prob wont happen.
maybe i will sometime. once i know the guy a lil better tho. im not just gonna message him out of the blue like hey tell me ur tragic backstory. or w.e. anyway uh shit lmao. idk? we understand each other ig. in a way that is p fuckin impossible to find. i keep thinking ive found it but then jk the other persons a sociopath but third times the charm right? and michaels diff. for real this time. like i think well actually be good for each other. i think hes been lookin for someone that gets it too. instead of it bein a onesided thing. or someone tryin to get me to give into the dark side or w.e. fuck idk. ig i cant trust my own judgement if my track record is anything to go by. but i like him. and im tryin to play it cool this time. ive been sitting on this shit since that mirror garbage and i havent been able to shake the feeling. thats gotta mean something right? its like being here doesnt suck when im w. him. even if were talkin abt heavy shit or w.e. like hadriel isnt just another fucked up alt dimension prison and i actually have a reason to be here. idk. hes cute. the end.
![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
no subject
but fuck it.
let's do it.
no subject
but itll balance out. itll be a better gig than what we were doing.
and maybe kairos will nut the fuck up if its best team peaces out bc it sucks.
it wont change anything but im high on life rn so im gonna choose to dream big.
ofc this is assuming jt would be in.
which btw can we rq acknowledge how hilarious it is that me and u landed bfs meanwhile jts the hot charming one and his dry spell is goin strong.
how the fuck?
no subject
wtf i'm hot. and charming.
speak for yourself.
no subject
[You have activated his trap card.]
no subject
that's what you're focusing on?
no subject
i cant focus on shit rn. im too hyped up.
like have u been tracking this convo? weve covered like five diff topics. at length.
but if u want to gush abt w.e u got goin on then theres ur opening. have at it.
no subject
no subject
and if so do u want my honest opinion?
no subject
sure.
no subject
idk that ill ever be pals w. him but he seems like he means well.
he does read as too alpha male to me tho. thats my problem.
but w.e. u like him so have at it. if i really hated him or smthn id have told u.
no subject
what does that mean?
no subject
i dont have hard evidence other than him insisting on handling things after that shit w. ephemera.
its just a vibe i got.
no subject
shit with him and ephemera is just
idk
complicated?
no subject
and i get it. its their business. and urs. its not my place and shit.
if u think hes cool then cool. that works for me.
its not like i have a leg to stand on when it comes to judgin taste in partners anyway.
michael is an exception. hes the best.
unless it turns out that he sucks in which case live and learn. eventually.
but that prob wont happen.
[Shit now he's worried.]
no subject
and what makes michael the best anyway?
no subject
i dont want to pry.
and idk a lot of things. why?
no subject
or you can ask wash if it feels less weird. he'd tell you.
and i want to know why you like him so much. tell me.
cw harlan's extremely gooey center
once i know the guy a lil better tho. im not just gonna message him out of the blue like hey tell me ur tragic backstory.
or w.e.
anyway uh shit lmao. idk?
we understand each other ig. in a way that is p fuckin impossible to find.
i keep thinking ive found it but then jk the other persons a sociopath but third times the charm right?
and michaels diff. for real this time.
like i think well actually be good for each other. i think hes been lookin for someone that gets it too.
instead of it bein a onesided thing. or someone tryin to get me to give into the dark side or w.e.
fuck idk. ig i cant trust my own judgement if my track record is anything to go by.
but i like him. and im tryin to play it cool this time. ive been sitting on this shit since that mirror garbage and i havent been able to shake the feeling.
thats gotta mean something right?
its like being here doesnt suck when im w. him. even if were talkin abt heavy shit or w.e. like hadriel isnt just another fucked up alt dimension prison and i actually have a reason to be here.
idk. hes cute. the end.
gross????
that's pretty fucking sappy.
i'm happy for you.
rude
shut up.
no subject
no subject
no subject
you're allowed to be sappy.
you just started dating him.
no subject
is that like.
really all u have to say tho?
no subject
i like him. i'm glad he makes things easier for you.
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)