evocation | ⚡ hadriel

does that matter?
and if so do u want my honest opinion?

[Oh boy.]

sure.

i dont not like him. like i dont think hes a dick or anything.
idk that ill ever be pals w. him but he seems like he means well.
he does read as too alpha male to me tho. thats my problem.
but w.e. u like him so have at it. if i really hated him or smthn id have told u.

alpha male?
what does that mean?

like he tries too hard to be macho.
i dont have hard evidence other than him insisting on handling things after that shit w. ephemera.
its just a vibe i got.

he's not like that at all.
shit with him and ephemera is just
idk
complicated?

so uve said.
and i get it. its their business. and urs. its not my place and shit.
if u think hes cool then cool. that works for me.
its not like i have a leg to stand on when it comes to judgin taste in partners anyway.
michael is an exception. hes the best.
unless it turns out that he sucks in which case live and learn. eventually.
but that prob wont happen.

[Shit now he's worried.]

he said i can tell you if you want.
and what makes michael the best anyway?

sure ig? if ur sure he said its ok.
i dont want to pry.
and idk a lot of things. why?

idk. you're not.
or you can ask wash if it feels less weird. he'd tell you.
and i want to know why you like him so much. tell me.

maybe i will sometime.
once i know the guy a lil better tho. im not just gonna message him out of the blue like hey tell me ur tragic backstory.
or w.e.
anyway uh shit lmao. idk?
we understand each other ig. in a way that is p fuckin impossible to find.
i keep thinking ive found it but then jk the other persons a sociopath but third times the charm right?
and michaels diff. for real this time.
like i think well actually be good for each other. i think hes been lookin for someone that gets it too.
instead of it bein a onesided thing. or someone tryin to get me to give into the dark side or w.e.
fuck idk. ig i cant trust my own judgement if my track record is anything to go by.
but i like him. and im tryin to play it cool this time. ive been sitting on this shit since that mirror garbage and i havent been able to shake the feeling.
thats gotta mean something right?
its like being here doesnt suck when im w. him. even if were talkin abt heavy shit or w.e. like hadriel isnt just another fucked up alt dimension prison and i actually have a reason to be here.
idk. hes cute. the end.