I know his personality pretty fucking well at this point
But like his history? probably about as much as he knows about me to be honest which actually, now that I think about it, it's a decent amount
I know about his whole childhood situation, what it was like for him growing up, his absolutely fucking insane lifestyle, a couple pretty deep personal things
Obviously not as much as I know about you, but kind of more than I would have thought
i don't know, ian i'm not going to pretend i know what nate is thinking i don't know him well enough i guess maybe just try to figure out if you think you know enough about him because right now you're kind of going back and forth and talk to him
I sent him a private message the other day when all that moon shit went down it didn't really go anywhere just kind of a polite exchange, but short I think if it was like a significant thing he probably would've indicated it or something
honestly man thank you for asking and listening I'm pretty sure you're right I'm being fucking stupid I'm overhyping the before and I'm getting too hung up on what went down there when for the most part everyone's kind of deciding it doesn't mean anything
I think it's just the whole never had a real relationship had a really intense one there and it threw me a little I'll chill out and stop being weird, it doesn't matter
but anyway you and Sam actually have something going on here, like, in the non-aerie this place so
can we stop talking about sam? please? i know you don't mean to but it feels like you're pushing us and we both just died like two days ago and it's just nice having sam around as someone i can trust without i don't know worrying that we have to change things or we're going to hurt each other i need that way more than a boyfriend right now
and i don't think you're stupid some of the stuff that happened in the aerie was really important like us growing up together was important, right? i think you'll feel better if you just straight up ask him
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But like his history?
probably about as much as he knows about me to be honest
which actually, now that I think about it, it's a decent amount
I know about his whole childhood situation, what it was like for him growing up, his absolutely fucking insane lifestyle, a couple pretty deep personal things
Obviously not as much as I know about you, but kind of more than I would have thought
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i'm not going to pretend i know what nate is thinking
i don't know him well enough
i guess maybe just try to figure out if you think you know enough about him
because right now you're kind of going back and forth
and talk to him
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it didn't really go anywhere
just kind of a polite exchange, but short
I think if it was like a significant thing he probably would've indicated it or something
honestly man
thank you for asking and listening
I'm pretty sure you're right
I'm being fucking stupid
I'm overhyping the before and I'm getting too hung up on what went down there when for the most part everyone's kind of deciding it doesn't mean anything
I think it's just the whole
never had a real relationship
had a really intense one there and it threw me a little
I'll chill out and stop being weird, it doesn't matter
but anyway you and Sam actually have something going on here, like, in the non-aerie this place so
if you guys bang you gotta tell me
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i know you don't mean to but
it feels like you're pushing us and we both just died like two days ago and it's just nice having sam around as someone i can trust without
i don't know
worrying that we have to change things or we're going to hurt each other
i need that way more than a boyfriend right now
and i don't think you're stupid
some of the stuff that happened in the aerie was really important
like us growing up together was important, right?
i think you'll feel better if you just straight up ask him
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I was just trying to change the subject with a smooth comedic call-back. I didn't mean it in any serious way. I'll leave it alone.
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i'm just
i don't know
having a hard time
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forget it
i'm fine
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but you know what i mean
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do you wanna smoke weed and watch harry potter so you can talk shit about how fake their magic is
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okay
i think i'm just gonna chug tequila instead
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I'm bringing pizza.
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thanks