[And he hesitates, because being honest is difficult, but he eventually adds--]
But I don't exactly have much of an in between when it comes to this sort of thing.
[If he stops, even a little, it's not going to be creeping up on him as much as catching up with him immediately, and he can't deal with that right now.]
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[And he hesitates, because being honest is difficult, but he eventually adds--]
But I don't exactly have much of an in between when it comes to this sort of thing.
[If he stops, even a little, it's not going to be creeping up on him as much as catching up with him immediately, and he can't deal with that right now.]
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okay
you know i'm not going to judge you if you need to just lose it for a while, right?
and you can always lose it on me
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but i have a feeling things are going to be a mess for a long time
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don't keep putting it off, okay?
and i'm not a hypocrite because i've totally been crying a lot
so there
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Normal, to be expected considering what happened sort of crying, or is it something you want to talk about?
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i cried all over sam
i'm surprised he didn't melt
[Okay, that's partially a joke. Sam has actually been really sweet and supportive. Usually. Minus their recent fight.]
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he can be really sweet but
man
i thought i could be closed off
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is this how you feel all the time?
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[Yes. Yes, this is how he feels all the time.]
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and we can talk whenever you want
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I'll keep that in mind.
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i will