sorry i guess i just i've been trying not to think about it i don't know how to talk about it he might still come back but if he doesn't, that's probably better for him anyway, right?
thanks and i didn't have any deep heart to hearts with anyone by the way well, maybe lance a little mostly i just made the other sam teach me how to play pool and got some guy to tell me about paris
to be fair, Lance's entire existence is like one long heart to heart so that tracks and I wouldn't be upset if you did or anything, I just wanna make sure you're handling it okay if that means talking to me or talking to someone else, what's important is that you can talk about it at all
I think so, for a while, at least while we wait it out and not jump to conclusions I don't think that's a permanent solution long term, but for now yeah, if it helps make you feel better, I'm there with you
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how are you?
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i don't know
i ate fries with way too much gross fake cheese on them the other day
[Which probably says something.]
i'm trying not to freak out, you know?
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how come you didn't tell me? I'd eat gross fake cheese fries in solidarity
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i'd be really fucked up if my brother was missing
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& even if he did
Kyna, it's me and you
I'm never over capacity when you're going through stuff, please don't think that
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i guess i just
i've been trying not to think about it
i don't know how to talk about it
he might still come back
but if he doesn't, that's probably better for him anyway, right?
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but if you do want to, I want to listen
and yeah, maybe, there's probably like a shitload more pirate treasure and hawaiian shirts where he's from
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so hoping he comes back feels fucked up
but i miss him
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it's normal, don't feel guilty about what you're feeling
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and i didn't have any deep heart to hearts with anyone by the way
well, maybe lance
a little
mostly i just made the other sam teach me how to play pool and got some guy to tell me about paris
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and I wouldn't be upset if you did or anything, I just wanna make sure you're handling it okay
if that means talking to me or talking to someone else, what's important is that you can talk about it at all
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okay
so maybe i was just trying to distract myself instead of dealing with it
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you know I'm good for tequila and mischief
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is that okay? if i just distract myself?
sometimes it's still hard for me to tell
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I don't think that's a permanent solution long term, but for now
yeah, if it helps make you feel better, I'm there with you
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want me to kick your ass at pool?
[She absolutely will not.]
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this is me making chicken noises back at you
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look
i’m helping you make fun of me
i must really like you or something
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where do you want to go?