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[evocation]

This is Kyna. You should just text me if you actually want me to answer.

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[evocation]

I don't think she's going to try to hurt you. Seriously.

[hardwearing]

It doesn't seem like she will, but I'd rather be ready. Just in case.

[evocation]

Okay.

[She guesses it's probably good for him to be able to defend himself against magic in general here, so...]

You wanna practice or something?

[hardwearing]

Sure... how, though?

[evocation]

Uh... I've got weak, long range spells. They might hurt a little, but if you're in your armor, they probably won't do much. You just have to try to get close to me, I guess.

[hardwearing]

So I just push through the pain?

[ That's familiar enough. ]

[evocation]

Oh my God, no. That's not what I meant.

[She shoots him a look.]

I mean those spells are weak enough that you can practice dodging without getting fucked up.

[hardwearing]

Oh.

How do you dodge magic? Lup's fire spell wasn't like a blast coming at me, I was just... on fire.

[evocation]

[She tilts her head, considering.]

I don't know what spell she used, or I'd tell you. Tucker can help, too. His entire life is dodging shit.

[hardwearing]

Tucker's not my biggest fan right now, either.

[evocation]

Are you afraid he doesn't like you or something?

[hardwearing]

Well... yeah.

[evocation]

[Kyna stops, looking up at him. His visor doesn't let her read his expression, as usual.]

Why? I mean, why do you care?

[hardwearing]

...are you saying I shouldn't?

[evocation]

No, I mean... I don't know. I'm just wondering. It's not like Tucker doesn't like you or something.

[Probably?]

[hardwearing]

[ Wash shrugs a little. ]

They're important to you.

[evocation]

Oh.

[So what does that mean? That seems... significant. Maybe. Maybe she's overthinking it. She looks down, tracing one of the plates of his gauntlet.]

It's okay. They'll like you.

[hardwearing]

Maybe.

I'm not... good with people.

[evocation]

I'm not either.

[She could leave it there, and she almost does, eyes still locked on his arm.]

...You're easy to talk to, though.

[hardwearing]

[ They walk along quietly for a moment, before Wash speaks again. ]

I've been working on it, the past few years. Trying to be there for people beyond just having their back in a fight. It's not easy, and I've screwed up a lot, but... it's worth it.

[evocation]

[Kyna bites her lip, finally glancing up at him.]

How do you deal with it when you screw up? I feel like I do that all the time.

[hardwearing]

Accept it. Learn from it. Try again.

I've screwed up with you a few times already, but you haven't told me to fuck off yet.

[evocation]

Yeah, but... I don't know.

[She's not sure how to explain herself, but she thinks maybe he'll get it. Better than Harlan does, at least.]

It seems like everyone else has an easy time talking about shit. I suck at it.

[hardwearing]

Easy? No. I'm just not as afraid to make mistakes anymore.

What makes you think you suck at it, though?

[evocation]

[She scoffs.]

I piss people off all the time. Like, all the time. Or things don't come out right, or... I don't know.