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It's one of those things that isn't hard to see when you're an objective observer
Just the way he talks about you, the way he acts, how he worries, and the aerie did give me a pretty solid idea of who he is as a person even outside of this context
I know it's not the same life, but
I'm pretty much the same as I was there
You're pretty much the same
I think you can understand somebody based on who they were there, at least a decent amount
plus
I'm starting to figure out that if you were already something before the aerie, being something in the aerie means more than like if you were strangers, you know what I mean?
For example, I don't think you and Other Sam knew each other that well before, so coming back here it's just kind of jarring, there's no foundation that already exists in this life. But me and you were like family, and you were already my best friend in this iteration, so it's
I don't know, it's easier for that shit to compound
Just the way he talks about you, the way he acts, how he worries, and the aerie did give me a pretty solid idea of who he is as a person even outside of this context
I know it's not the same life, but
I'm pretty much the same as I was there
You're pretty much the same
I think you can understand somebody based on who they were there, at least a decent amount
plus
I'm starting to figure out that if you were already something before the aerie, being something in the aerie means more than like if you were strangers, you know what I mean?
For example, I don't think you and Other Sam knew each other that well before, so coming back here it's just kind of jarring, there's no foundation that already exists in this life. But me and you were like family, and you were already my best friend in this iteration, so it's
I don't know, it's easier for that shit to compound
yeah, but he was obsessed with nate in the aerie
like, nate was his whole life
my relationship with him was
worse?
he was way more distant with me there than he is here
and the reason i went to him to freak out is because i didn't think it would bother him the same way it would bother like
you
or roy or the other sam
[But wait.]
when was he worrying about me?
like, nate was his whole life
my relationship with him was
worse?
he was way more distant with me there than he is here
and the reason i went to him to freak out is because i didn't think it would bother him the same way it would bother like
you
or roy or the other sam
[But wait.]
when was he worrying about me?
Alright so
For the most part we would just hang out, you know
I mean I hit on him all the time back at the start but
You know
I'd do that to like an 80 year old granny, it doesn't always mean something
But there's like this one stupid thing that makes it feel more complicated than that, but I don't actually know if it's relevant to him or in general or if it's even all that important or if I'm just overthinking everything into the ground
For the most part we would just hang out, you know
I mean I hit on him all the time back at the start but
You know
I'd do that to like an 80 year old granny, it doesn't always mean something
But there's like this one stupid thing that makes it feel more complicated than that, but I don't actually know if it's relevant to him or in general or if it's even all that important or if I'm just overthinking everything into the ground
We did that thing that happens all the fucking time apparently, where we shared a dream
We were both young
Basically kids, I don't know, early twenties or something and he lost somebody, and he was really fucking devastated
and I kind of just kept thinking about my mom and I wanted to fix it for him but I couldn't figure anything out so finally I just kissed him
That's basically it
It sounds stupid when I try to explain it
It was just a dream, we never even really talked about it
We were both young
Basically kids, I don't know, early twenties or something and he lost somebody, and he was really fucking devastated
and I kind of just kept thinking about my mom and I wanted to fix it for him but I couldn't figure anything out so finally I just kissed him
That's basically it
It sounds stupid when I try to explain it
It was just a dream, we never even really talked about it
We've used it a few times. He showed me some of the cool places he's been. We never really shied away from it, like before I actually met you in person
when I heroically unplugged the sim
you're still welcome
I got fucked up by this monster thing, he found me in the bathroom and stitched me up without a second thought about it
Just stuff like that off and on without it being a big deal
when I heroically unplugged the sim
you're still welcome
I got fucked up by this monster thing, he found me in the bathroom and stitched me up without a second thought about it
Just stuff like that off and on without it being a big deal
Depends on what we're talking about but
I don't know
Happiness, excitement, amusement generally
He felt really really like radiantly excited when he showed me his memory of a few temples
I guess once we were talking about something that upset him and I wasn't
I offered to help in a way he couldn't really take me up on, so he reached out and felt like
really reassuring and really genuine, if that makes sense
In general just
Happy and excited, I guess, especially in Tibet
But it seriously isn't like all the time, it's just mostly in passing
I know, I know, it's a whole lot of nothing, so that's probably the answer
I don't know
Happiness, excitement, amusement generally
He felt really really like radiantly excited when he showed me his memory of a few temples
I guess once we were talking about something that upset him and I wasn't
I offered to help in a way he couldn't really take me up on, so he reached out and felt like
really reassuring and really genuine, if that makes sense
In general just
Happy and excited, I guess, especially in Tibet
But it seriously isn't like all the time, it's just mostly in passing
I know, I know, it's a whole lot of nothing, so that's probably the answer
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